《迪安 . Dean》How long do men feel about women?

(写在前边:此文较丰富,阅读需时15分钟,且并不错读)

作者:Jason walker

(write in front: It takes 15 minutes to read, and it’s not
easy-reading)

终极无论你哪些挑选 那些终将到来…

编辑:walker Creative Department

Ultimately, whatever you choose, those should come will come…

A fashion writer of 90 years of literature and art.

1.

                        Prelude

迪安是自己之好对象。今天说好的,和外一道开车去青岛,
参加我们一个爱人之近海婚礼 。

                      ——01——

Dean is a my good friend. We said,today we will drive to Qingdao
together to join a wedding of our friend of at the seaside.

必威 1

那天,迪安问我一同开车去青岛时不时,
我心里骂在,“青岛发车去?火车去才乘谱吧,要无飞机为足以?”

Hand in hand

When Dean asked me to drive to Qingdao that day, I was cursing in my
mind “Dirve to Qingdao? Train is more realistic or even fly?”

Mo Xiaoruan said, “I want to see the world, just because I want to see
you.”.” But Su Zheyu said, “I’ll never love you.”……” Well, then I
choose not to see the world and see you no more……………… Night,
dark. Two o’clock in the morning, the clock ticking, clear and slow.
Without a pair of eyes, he looked at the ceiling with a blank view.

迪安似乎会猜到本人的想法, 他随后说道: “一起的公路旅行, 聊天,
听着音乐无意义地开着车飞驰, 怕是老公们除了运动, 赌钱与饮酒之外,
这世界唯一留我们的社交消遣了.”

Hand is a pregnancy test, the above two red mark clear, red as blood
contamination, enchanting bloom. Yes, she’s pregnant. After five years
of marriage, she’s still pregnant. Five years, she did not know how to
swallow pill, once again, again and again, she thought she would not
have children, this present life. But she was capricious, and last
month, after Su Zheyu had asked her, she threw out the white pill. So,
she’s pregnant.

Dean seemed to read my mind, he said: “The road trip, and chatting,
enjoy the music on the trip is the only social entertainment the world
left to two straight men like us. The only thing left other than sports,
gambling and drinking.”

必威 2

“噢? 这本身反而第一不成听说.” 我边问,边想着.

Tramp

“Oh? I heard this for the first time.” I asked, and thinking it of.

Mo Xiaoruan white fingers fumbled, the pregnancy test in the hand, the
yellow light, her pale eyes staring at the two red marks, a little bit
of despair in the eyes of spread. Other women are blessed with
pregnancy, but she is not, she is pregnant, will only be cursed, will
not have blessing…… She wanted to see Su Zheyu, when the pregnancy
test, will not hesitate to throw her feet, he will raise his chin and
tell her, “I don’t want this child.” Yes, the man did care about her
feelings? I care about her? He was so cold, so heartless, in his eyes,
she was a wood man, never know the pain. But she really hurts. It
hurts.

“你想, 两个男性的, 能一起去押画展也? 能一起去看电影为? 能一起错过逛街吗?
甚至合伙走上前一个近乎的餐厅吃个饭都令人生疑. 而具这些, 两单女性之还能做.
不是为?”

Five years, more than 1800 days, every day she feel pain…… He’s not
coming back tonight. Three days, she has not seen him for three days,
although she is his wife, but do not know his whereabouts…… It’s
ridiculous. It’s pathetic. Mo Xiaoruan pinched her pregnancy test,
slowly closed his eyes, his head is a blank…… She didn’t wake up
until a sharp brake sound came down from downstairs.

“You think, two men, to go and see the exhibition? Can go to the movies?
Can go shopping together? Even together into a decent restaurant to eat
a meal are dubious. All of these two women can do. Isn’t it?”

She thought, he must be back. Su Zheyu, who was fourteen years old,
loved the present man…… A second, two seconds, pinching her
pregnancy test, the number of time. When she counted 302nd seconds, the
bedroom door guanglang sound, that moment, her blood is cold. She loved
her, but she was the one she was most afraid of. You…… Are you
back?” Mo Xiaoruan’s instinct, up from his bed to walk, she wants to
take over Su Zheyu in the hands of the blue suit, but Su Zheyu did not
even look at her, very cold suit aside the chair.

“哈哈哈! ” 这家伙老是说有的新理论被自身听. 
我非常笑着回到“好,我们有时候就来平等软兄弟同的公路旅行吧。”

“No need.”.” Su Zheyu, a pair of long and narrow eyes, fell on her body,
and he looked at her eyes, always so cold, cold into the bone marrow. Mo
Xiaoruan fear to see such eyes, every time she like hell, the whole
people seem to be cut in pieces, awl heart ache. A loose tie, he
snorted, quips, “I’m what could you? Don’t you guys like a threat? If
I’m tired of your miss, do I have to lose my arms and legs?” Mo
Xiaoruan’s face was pale, his lips faded red. In this case, she has been
listening for five years. For five years, she was always suffering. She
understood that Su Zheyu hated her, hated her, and used his favorite
woman’s cornea.

“Ha ha ha!” “this guy always says some new theories to me.” I laughed
and responded, “well, let’s do a road trip with brothers, occasionally,
why not.”

必威 3

自身开着自我之斯巴鲁到迪安家的时刻大约是中午12接触,他与坤对象一块在凭着生煎和小馄饨。我坐慢慢等他,没问这是早饭还是受饭。房间没有整理了,地上桌上摊在打开的修,网球拍,一些洗刷好但从没折的衣服…

Lovely to the extreme

About noon time, I drove my Subaru and reached the dean’s home. he and
his girlfriend we’re having fried bun and small wonton soup. I sat down
and waited for him. I didn’t ask if it was breakfast or lunch. The room
had not properly arranged, on the desk there was an open book, a tennis
racket, and some washed clothes not been folded…

But she didn’t do it intentionally from the beginning. She never knew he
had a secret love for him. She couldn’t have figured out Ann had a car
accident, it was just an accident. Ann was dying, and she just needed a
pair of eye membranes…… That’s it。

迪安家的电视上在播放一个电影,年代感显而易见,里面的丁还都累地行使在平等种于固定电话的事物,
拖着根线, 抱着哇啦哇啦讲.

He clenched his lower lip tightly. The dim light shadow, her whole
person seemed very lonely, paler. The heart hurts a bit. The accident
that a pair of corneas, let the marriage of two people into a hell on
earth…… She lives barefoot, living like a purgatory everyday. And he
never laughed at her, even if it was only a short, very short moment,
never before. He must be tired, too…… The hand clutching the test,
the white knuckles may be too hard, even trembling. It’s a life, it’s
her and his children. Maybe this is the only child they’ve ever had. Su
Zheyu, he…… Will it be?

Dean’s television was playing a movie, a strong vintage feel, the people
inside use a kind of telephone with a long cable attached. fixed
telephone. People hold this big stuff and talk each other laudly.

Mo Xiaoruan lip bite out of the blood in the mouth, a smell, then she
quietly stood, watching Su Zheyu looked up to see water, he took off his
shirt and put on my pajamas, he pushed the door out of the shower……
And his eyes don’t stay on her for a second. Mo Xiaoruan full of
desolation. Is she wrong? Shouldn’t she have the pair of corneas? But
she never knew the secret of Su Zheyu’s unrequited love. She didn’t know
that she would have a car accident at that time. All the coincidence was
just like God planned, but God planned a game…… Tragedy…… Mo
Xiaoruan slowly closed his eyes, big tears flowed from her eyes. She
cried every day for years, and she thought she had no tears…… Su
Zheyu took a bath, walked into the door, took a cell phone and lay on
the bed, each movement was so coherent, skilled, like practicing
hundreds of times. He forgot nothing about him, and forgot the woman who
had shed tears for him for five years. Mo Xiaoruan stood, obviously in
the summer, she was shivering with cold, like naked fell into a big
icehouse as she climbed up, she was frozen to death. Hurt, hurt her out
of breath. When the last drop of tears was on his eyelashes, Mo Xiaoruan
turned his legs trembling. She was like a homeless person, miserable and
lonely. Her a pair of red eyes stared at in bed brush mobile phone Su
Zheyu, his lips, throat trembling, like card things, hard and pain. Su
Zheyu……” My throat is hoarse. She was humble and like a clown. And
he did not even lift his eyes, just staring at the phone, the nasal
cavity issued a cold hum, “great miss, what do you want to do the
elderly?” Will not be satisfied with me, but also a pair of my eye
membrane?” These words have sharp spines than those 100 Li, a knife, a
knife, and then slowly penetrated into the blood…… Mo Xiaoruan pain
really want to yell, but she stopped, she said, “because of Anjou words
a pair of eyes on? If…… If you don’t have the cornea, will
you?…… Even a little bit…… A little bit…… Like me?” She
didn’t even dare to ask for love. She knew that Su Zheyu wouldn’t love
her. Even if just like, or even just a little bit like it. So, for the
rest of her life, she can live with that little, only tenderness.

自我大约用了2分钟,就猜到,这是同一部伍迪艾伦的电影。“是的,你看罢?叫《Husbands
and Wives
》.”他女对象应着,她完美的齿以及脸上微微的雀斑总被自身道特别可爱。

必威 4

It took me about 2 minutes to guess that it was a Woody Allen movie.
“Yes, have you watched it?” It’s called 《Husbands and Wives》. “His
girlfriend replied, She is very cute with her beautiful teeth and
freckles on her face.

discrimination

“没看了, 一收押中间这种说神经兮兮的品格就是猜测得到 。”

Her eyes were fixed on Su Zheyu. The screen flashed, and the light shone
on Su Zheyu’s face. His face was still cold, mocking, and he laughed,
“like you?” Mo Xiaoruan, five years, haven’t you woke up yet? A woman
like you, I’m sick, you’re too late, how can I love you?”

“I haven’t watched it. this style like talking as nonsensecan certainly
make me easy to guess.”

自我坐下的底早晚电影已近尾声。一对中产知识分子男女在做爱, 做容易结,
男人喘在欺负和老伴说:

                   

By the time I sat down, the movie was close to the end. A pair of middle
class men and women were making love. Once they completed, man were
panting and talking to women:

“你明白吗, 每个人都属同一栽动物, 豪猪或狐狸. 比如我虽是狐狸, 你嘛,
应该是豪猪. “

“You know, everybody is an animal, a porcupine or a fox. For example,
I’m a fox, and you should be a porcupine.””

“那么杰克属于什么, 萨丽呢?” 女人问道.

“So what is Jack, and Sally?” asked the woman

“杰克以我来拘禁, 必然是豪猪. 萨丽不好说, 我以为是狐狸吧.”

“Jack, in my opinion, must be the porcupine. Sally is difficult to say
… I think she´s more fox.””

爱人看来亮了归类的法则,
开始和女婿并拿她们并之恋人一一打上豪猪或狐狸的标签 ……

Women seem to understand the principle of the came, and began to tag
their common friends with a porcupine or fox lable……

“走不动?”迪安催着我,看自己嘴里答应在,屁股也粘着沙发不动的师,他啊以了下来,捧在手机与自家聊着一起连续看…

“Go?” Dean was urging me. But when he saw me sitting on the coach, even
saying ÿes, but no move at all. He also sat down, contuneed to watch and
playing on his phone, and chatting to me ….

不知不觉,在迪安家看罢了整部电影。

Soon, we watched the whole movie at Dean’s home.

“谢谢您给我看了扳平管爱情恐惧片. ” 迪安女友笑着同迪安说.

“Thank you for showing me a love thriller.” Dean’s girlfriend smiled and
said to Dean

“不, 那是同等统纪录片.” 我同她眨着眼睛说. 随即起身道别.

“No, it’s a documentary.”  I blinked and told her this. Then I stood up
and said goodbye

本身与迪安终于开始在了生上海之全速上,我开车,迪安以两旁不鸣金收兵地说着话,我闷声不作。云象棉花糖一样一朵朵粘贴在快的干,我之中古款的银灰色斯巴鲁力狮Wagon似乎在无声地滑翔着。水平对置的发动机突然一声闷响,就发力超过同样部慢吞吞占在左手超车道的黑车,“都是无蹈油门的车。”迪安骂了一样句。

Finally, we were on freeway off Shanghai,  I drove, Dean kept talking
next to me, I was silent. Clouds like cotton candy were stuck in the
side of freeway,My dark silver vintage Subaru Legacy Wagon seems to be
silently gliding. The turbo boxer engine suddenly made a muffled noise,
took over a slow black car which occupied the left lane all the time.
“So many…never know speed up.” Dean scolded.

“你认为你是豪猪还是狐狸?” 我豁然问迪安.

“Do you think you’re a porcupine or a fox?” I asked Dean suddenly.

“豪猪吧.”迪安接口及。”你为?”

“Porcupine.” Dean replied,”What about you?””

“我要好说好还真的说不好,大概是狐狸吧.”

“I am not quite sure,maybe fox.””

“这电影有点意思啊, 把中产阶级, 知识分子从套子里抓出来, 撕得粉粉碎。”

“The movie was kind of interesting. What do you think?Grabbing the
middle class, the intellectuals out of the shell, and smash them.”

“都市中产阶级,过着舒心的生存,音乐会, 电影, 酒, 餐厅, 朋友,
但生活被到底还是没有咱的先祖先,作为狩猎者,追逐着受伤的长毛象,当猎物终于倒下时,那种兴奋与纯的快乐.
” 迪安冷冷地游说正。

“The urban middle class, lived a comfortable life, concerts, movies,
wine, restaurants, friends, but life still is not as good as our ancient
ancestors, as hunters, chasing the injured mammoth, when the animal
finally fell, human enjoyed the true excitement and pleasure.” Dean said
coldly.

迪安就穿在个T恤,看起仍热血沸腾的范。1钟头之后,我们沿着匝道驶入休息站加油,
我肚子饿了.

Dean wore a T-shirt and looked quite passionate as always. 1 hours
later, we went along the ramp into the rest station to refuel, and I was
hungry

咱们当一个面馆停下,店里飞之根本,地上桌上一尘不染。店里播放着
Laleh的歌 “Who started it”,我好欢喜的Jazz,
作为同家牛肉面店到底多少奇怪.

We stopped at a noodle shop, unexpectedly clean, even the floor. There’s
a Laleh’s song “Who started it” in the air, one of my favorite Jazz, as
a beef noodle shop, it is a little strange.

“He used to be hilarious”

外曾经是一个活泼的人

He used to be a lively person

直到他丢感知快乐的力

Before he lost his sense of… Fun.

以至于他不再感到高兴

Until he doesn’t feel happy anymore

兹客说

Now he says,

本异说上帝是苏的

Now he says God in conscious

今天外说 上帝在操控着

He said to me, God is manipulating

难怪 我们迷失了,我们且迷路了。

No wonder we get lost, all of us.

难怪 我们片单 都迷路了”

No wonder the two of us are lost”

业主以于收银机边上宣读一论旧旧的 《卡拉马佐夫兄弟 》.
看到咱们很快倒来被我们沾菜,少顷,热腾腾的牛肉面上来了,我们少个人什么话也不说开吃面。

The boss sat beside the cash register read the old book 《Karamazov
brothers》. When he saw us, he walked to us and took our order. After a
short while, the hot beef noodle was served. two of us kept silent and
started eating noodles.

老板娘走过来跟咱们搭话,他灰白的头发剪得整整齐齐, 晒得乌,
穿正同一码洗得卫生的卫衣, 看上去并无像一般的稍公寓老板, 
“你上海来之?看到你的切削了,斯巴鲁力狮啊?好车,不多呈现吗。”

The boss came over and chatted to us, his gray hair was cut and managed
neatly. He’s quite tanned. The sweater he wears looked quite old but
very clean. He is certainly unlike a normal noodle shop owner, “You come
from Shanghai? I saw your car, the Subaru legacy? Nice car, rarely
seen.”

“对呀,你还是认得生什么,知道之人头非多。”

“Yes, you can recognize it. Not many people know it.”

“是什么,我以前想过如果同管斯巴鲁的,蓝色之

“Yes, I used to want a Subaru as well, a blue impreza.”

“那去选购吧?”

“Why don’t you buy it?””

“后来成家了,开了是店,画画也充分老无写了,  原来一些几乎部摩托车也不要命起,
除了辅导孩子作业, 晚上和邻居打打牌喝喝,也尚无啥事开了, 斯巴鲁这样的车,
想想也绝非啥用处,算了。”老板咧嘴一笑露出一人数雪白的牙齿.

“Got married, opened this shop, you know… stopped painting, stopped
riding my motorcycles…. besides helping kids with homework, playing
cards with neighbors in the evening, drinking, I have nothing to do, a
Subaru?  Not pactical for me any morer.” The boss grinned and showed his
snow-white teeth

自身点头表示知道, 继续没有着头哧溜呲溜吃面.

I nodded to show I understood, continue to eat noodles.

凭着好迎,老板娘抢在移动来收拾碗筷, 她圈起有点有少数岁数, 但还是生得意,
头发整齐地朝着后梳起, 闪闪发亮, 脸上皮吗稍有硌晒红,
一些请勿明确的雀斑倒是一点非以为难看, 反而增加了同等丝俏丽.

Once we finsihed, the boss‘s wife came and cleaned the table. She looked
certainly not young girl anymore,but still very beautiful, hair neatly
combed back, shiny, the face is slightly tanned, some inconspicuous
freckles on the cheek,looked not uncomfortable at all but even added
some beautity.

迪安呆呆地站于收银台边,在柜台边放着一个细小的争斗牛士和公牛的瓷像,头牛士穿在紧身饰满亮片的制服,正将苗条的长剑刺向公牛肩膀的隆起之间,而公牛为恰好摆在锋利的犄角甩头刺向打斗牛士,看无闹哪位会先刺到哪个。迪安似乎为这雕像吸引住了,站于那边不停止地把玩。

Dean stood on the cashier at the counter, the side stood a small matador
and bull, bull head, uniform tight spangled, is the thin sword between
bull shoulder uplift, while the bulls are filled with sharp horns shakes
to stab the matador, you cant see who will be the first to stab to whom.
Dean seemed to be attracted by the statue, standing there and playing
with it.

老板看在他,笑着以起雕像说,“送给您吧,我先当西班牙骑摩托车时请的。”

The boss looked at him, smiled, picked up the statue and said, “take it
as gift,I bought it in Spain when I had my motorcycle tour.”

迪安木然地看在老板,机械地感谢,把雕像塞进了牛仔裤的衣兜里。

Dean looked at the boss, saying thanki you like a robot. He put the
statue into her jeans pocket.

俺们以过上了车。

We jumped into the car again.

变了迪安开车,车走在初辑的飞及,
艳阳下的柏油马路发出非常的菲菲,周围的山水一一远离,我晃了同等眼车速表,大概是130横底快慢。车后续于便捷上稳定地向上,高速道路也毕竟经济蓬勃之标志之一吧,可惜所有路边的山山水水千首一律,你还是无奈辨认你是行驶在浙江要么山东。我猛然看多少厌恶,随之而来一种引人注目的昏昏欲睡感在相同秒内就将自家拉入深不见底的睡里。

Changed to Dean to drive, the car runs on the new express way. The
asphalt road under the bright sun sends out the special fragrance, the
scenery is far away from each other, I have a glance on the speed meter,
probably is about 130 speed. The car continues to travel smoothly on the
high speed road, and the highway is also one of the signs of economic
development. Unfortunately, all the roadside scenery is the same, you
can not even tell whether you travel in Zhejiang or Shandong. All of a
sudden, I felt a little headache, and then a strong sense of drowsiness
pulled me into a bottomless sleep in a second.

“嘭!”伴随一信誉闷响,突然一部红色的Polo摇摇晃晃慢速切到了我们的面前,迪安赶忙手忙脚乱地陪伴在其一起暂停。Polo像喝醉酒一样以自我前面摇着,
有一个皮带瘪掉了。它浸地成立停下,我们慢速地驶过它身边,车里是个别独老婆。

“Bang!” With a muffled sound, suddenly a red Polo shook slowly and cut
in front of us, and I hurried to accompany it to brake together. Polo
shook like a drunken man in front of me, and one of the tires was flat.
It slowly pulled aside, and we drove slowly past it, and there were two
women in the car.

好像我并未与迪安说啊,他呢绝非表示其余异议,我在前面几十米之地方为止了车。两个老伴都立在了车外,显然惊魂未定,一个白衣的气色红润,一个黑裙的尽管惨白惨白。

It’s like I didn’t say anything to Dean, and he didn’t say anything, and
I stopped in front of tens of meters. Two women have been standing
outside the car, in a white is still suffering from the shock, face red,
a black skirt is so pale.

自家看了同等双眼说:“爆胎了。”

I took a look and said, “flat tire.”.”

“能拉拉为?”白裙的太太仿佛还能说发话来。脸色还是稍微发开门红,呼吸还急促….

“Can you help me?”” The woman in the white skirt seemed to be able to
speak. His face was still slightly red, and his breathing was still fast

2.

Two

如今我们已经再行驶于路上了,迪安开着那么部才转移好胎的新民主主义革命Polo,我起在我的斯巴鲁就他。在外的身边为正那位白裙的女儿,而黑裙的那位因为到了自我之边际。她肯定已还原了无人问津和高兴的心境,道了衰败,和本身起同一句没一句的拉,间或微微一笑露出洁白整齐的牙齿衬着脸上上浅褐色的雀斑。

Now we have to travel on the road, Dean drove that one changed the tire
of the red Polo, I drove my Subaru followed him. Beside him sat the girl
in the white skirt, and the one in the black skirt sat next to me. She
had obviously regained her cool and happy mood, thanked her, and had a
silent chat with me, occasionally smiling faintly, her white, regular
teeth, and her pale brown freckles on her cheeks.

暮色渐临时,我们到达了日照,海边的同一座孤零零的2重叠楼房屋。白色墙壁斑白剥落,院子里发生几乎发参天大树,其他各地杂草丛生。冷冷的泳池及里和很绝望,但发生过多黄的纸牌落于和里,中央飘在同等只有粉色之充气独角兽,气应该夏天下就没有更充过,它的峰和比赛微微耷拉在。

As dusk went on, we arrived at Rizhao, a lonely 2 storey house on the
beach. The white walls with flaking, a few trees in the yard, and other
places of weeds. In the cold pool, the water is very clear, but there
are many withered leaves falling in the water. There is a pink
inflatable unicorn in the center. The air should not be filled again
after summer. Its head and horns are slightly drooping.

房里几乎从不什么家具,一摆设长长的沙发,地上扔着部分乱七八糟的垫子。

There was little furniture in the room, a long sofa, and some scattered
mats on the ground.

“还好碰到你们,否则守着那辆爆胎的车,我们今天就是掉不来了。”白裙女孩特别叫着,急切地开辟冰箱:“累够呛了!我一旦喝啤酒!我只要喝啤酒!”样子又可笑又迷人。

“Well, we met you, or we were in the car, and we couldn’t come back
today.”.” White skirt girl shouted, eagerly open the refrigerator: “dead
tired.”! I’m going to drink beer! I’m going to drink beer!” It’s funny
and cute.

世家围绕以于大厅里喝在寒冷的啤酒,迪安走去厨房,把条探入冰箱,看在中喃喃地游说在,“还有什么可藉吗?”我们都置若罔闻,摊在地上沙发上平等动不动,除了偶尔把啤酒送至嘴边。

Sitting in the living room, drinking cold beer, Dean went to the
kitchen, poked his head into the refrigerator, looked inside and
murmured, “what else is there to eat?”” We were all indifferent,
sprawled on the sofa, except for the occasional beer.

自家吧起身去开辟了声,音乐刹那间充满房间,那是舒伯特的《死神和少女》。

I too got up and opened the stereo, and the music filled the room in an
instant, Schubert’s death and the maiden.

从没喽几分钟迪安捧在雷同堆积吃的位移来厨房,蘑菇炒蛋,蟹肉色拉里加了片醋腌海藻,烟熏三温婉鱼配了来切片番茄上面还散落上了橄榄油,微波炉热烫的速冻肉丸子,上面淋上了西红柿沙司和西芹叶的粉。大家瞬间且兴奋地因了起来。

A few minutes later Dean holding a pile to eat out of the kitchen,
mushroom scrambled eggs, crab meat larriga some vinegar pickled seaweed,
smoked salmon with some sliced tomatoes sprinkled on the olive oil,
microwave blanching of frozen meatballs, doused in tomato sauce and
parsley mince. All of a sudden, they sat up excitedly.

“你只是当真来本事,突然就会为此冰箱里凌乱的东西做出一席美味。这才是真的的挺厨房呢!”
白裙夸赞道。

“You can really have the ability, can use the refrigerator mixed
suddenly make a table delicacy. This is the real chef!” The white dress
praise.

黑裙举起杯说,“让我们也今日遇见干杯,可好?”大家纷纷举起杯,一人喝干,随即而倒满,再给喝干,再倒满了。这个动作不知更了略微遍。

The black dress lifted the cup and said, “let us meet today for toast?”
We have lifted the cup, drained, and then poured, then be drained, then
filled. I didn’t know how many times this action was repeated.

“你道死到底是怎一种植东西?”黑裙看正在迪安问?

“What do you think death is?”” The black skirt looked at Dean

“就是啊都感觉不交了咔嚓。绝对的虚无?”迪安答道,“怎么想到问这。”

“You can’t feel anything.”. Absolute nothingness?” Dean replied, “how do
you think of asking this?”.”

“我原来也如此想,但去年冬己遇到我们老家的不行神婆以后,我虽起相信前世和循环了。”
黑裙说及。

“I thought so, but last winter, when I met the God lady in my hometown,
I began to believe in past life and reincarnation.” Black skirt.

“你啊,你信不迷信这些?”她改了头问我。

“What about you, don’t you believe it?”” She turned her head and asked
me.

“我是截然不信教,但你说说,你是怎起来相信前世和巡回的?”

don’t believe it at all, but tell me, how did you begin to believe in
past life and reincarnation?”

黑裙咕嘟吞了人数啤酒,开始为生说,“那个神婆和我家很熟,她过年时遇自己就是说自家或者发第三仅眼能收看自己之前生,她即牵涉着自给自己看,没悟出自己实在看到了成百上千丛诸如梦同的事物,其中有一个专程意外,我当一个宫里,人们称我啊贵妃,我懂得的记忆那些宫里的工作,皇帝的增长相,尊号道光,还记好最后躺在某个一样中房间里吧一种刺激,然后便感觉到魂灵出窍慢慢好去的….”

The black dress he swallowed beer, began to say, “the god Shiva and my
family very well, she met the new year I said I might have third eyes to
see their past lives, she took me to see me, I really did not expect to
see a lot of things like dreams, which there is a very strange, I was in
a house, I was known as the imperial concubine, I remember those things
in the palace, the emperor’s appearance, the title of Dao Guang,
remember his last lie in a room, a smoke suction, and then feel the soul
OBE. Slowly dying..”

“应该是心理作用,只是好像一个梦幻吧?”迪安说正在。

“Should be the psychological role, just like a dream?”” Dean said.

“你们别急,继续听自己说呀。”黑裙说。

“You don’t hurry, continue to listen to me.” Black skirt theory.

“但诙谐之凡,我尚未关心历史,在当时前面我连道光皇帝的名都并未听说,也无知晓那么时候鸦片已经流传了本国。”

“But interestingly, I never cared about history. Before that, I didn’t
even hear the name of the emperor, and I didn’t know that opium had been
introduced into china.”

“更好玩的是,今年自己先是糟去矣都,去参观了故宫,无意中见到了一个深受全妃的前方王妃的寝宫,这寝宫和本人那么次以脑力里见到底均等招来一样。”黑裙接着说道。

The more interesting is that this year, the first time I went to Beijing
to visit the the Imperial Palace, I saw a whole called Princess before
the imperial concubine palace, the palace and the time I see in my mind
is the same.” The black skirt went on.

“反正就以后,我就相信来世了,也便相信轮回了。那个神婆说,我吗发生能力引导别人见到前世,但前提是,那个人温馨若来第三但眼。不过自己碰了几潮,一直没成功了。”

“Anyway, after that, I believe in the afterlife, and believe in
reincarnation. The God said, “I also have the ability to guide people to
see past life, but the premise is that the person himself has third
eyes.”. But I tried it a few times and never succeeded.”

“要无被自己尝试吧?”我笑着问道,显然要无拿及时真当回事。

“Why don’t you give me a try?”” I asked with a smile. Obviously, I
didn’t take it seriously.

莫悟出黑裙爽气地应承了,我在他的指挥下躺在了地上,她躺在自之外缘,和本身手相握,然后其就它底命一会儿想东一会儿想西。

I didn’t think the black dress agreed, and I lay on the ground under his
command. She lay on my side and shook hands with me. Then she followed
her instructions and thought for a while and thought for a while.

“现在你什么吗无须想,脑子保持绝对的空白。”突然她命令道。

“Now, you don’t want to think anything, and your mind is absolutely
empty.” Suddenly she ordered.

本人努力已思考,竭力不去思任何事,也就那么几秒,完全意外之,我瞬间便见了!

I tried to stop thinking, trying not to think about anything, just
seconds, completely unexpected, and I saw it all at once!

跟一般人捉摸的差,你并无是一致种在梦里或于虚拟世界的感到,我还可领略地感觉到温馨周围的环境,边上黑裙的手跟体温,和其温柔的人工呼吸,甚至附近海的声息,但同时自身仿佛能看到任何一个社会风气……

Guess and ordinary people, you are not in a dream or in the virtual
world of feeling, I still can clearly feel the surroundings, hand and
body temperature on the edge of the black dress, and her gentle breath,
even not far from the sound of the sea, but I can see another the
world……

每当好世界里,第一独镜头,我边上有着一个亮晶晶的长发婆姨,穿在白之婚纱,看正在自我,等自亲她….
我的内为?好美的妻妾什么。

In that world, the first picture, I have a shining long haired woman on
the side, dressed in white wedding dress, looking at me, waiting for me
to kiss her… My wife? What a beautiful woman.

老二只镜头,转眼间自己像身处于任何一个邑,在一个酒店的台球桌前相遇了其它一个家里,她过在个牛仔短裤,松散的短发,妆吧无写,脸色有着少许英俊的雀斑,她冲着自己运动吧,“嘿,你敢于同本人由台球吗?”
打球时紧绷的牛仔短裤,细细的腰一直于我前面晃….

The second images, since I seem to be in another city, a bar in the
billiard table met another woman, she was wearing a denim shorts, loose
hair and makeup nor painted face, with little cute freckles, she gave
me, “Hey, you dare to play billiards with me?” When playing, tight
jeans, thin waist has been dangling in front of my eyes

重后来底镜头开始散乱无序,我写,满屋的描绘,抽象派,表现主义的画,里面有伤心,有嫉,有气,更多的凡唯恐惧….我说话跟美美大方的长发女士共晚餐,看电影,喝咖啡,一会儿,我跟直机灵的短发女子开始着机车在午夜飞驰,喝在寒冷的啤酒….
最奇怪的是,有一个镜头,我视好及一定量个女人以躺在床上,呆呆地扣押在龙花板…..

Then I began to picture of disorder, house painting, painting, abstract
expressionism, painting, there is sadness, jealousy, anger, fear is more
beautiful. I’ll… And the long haired woman had dinner together,
watching movies, drink coffee, for a while, and I was straight hair the
woman opened a motorcycle at midnight Benz, drinking cold beer…. oddly
enough, there is a picture, I see myself with two women at the same time
lying in bed, staring at the ceiling…..

头一阵痛,突然这些镜头没有了,我急地因为了四起,额头上还是汗。

In the first throes, suddenly the pictures disappeared, and I sat up
with sweat on my forehead.

迪安嬉皮笑脸地圈在自我问问:“看到啊了?是勿是成一就蜗牛啊?”

Dean Xipixiaolian looked at me and asked: “what do you see? Is it a
snail?”

我快吧刚刚看到底事物尽力地游说出,自己还心有余而力不足相信,能记得那么鲜明。。

I hasten to see what I saw just as hard as I can, and I can’t believe
it, remember it so clearly..

大家都放的好密切,满室一点响还无,都大惊失色打断了本人接近自己便会见忘记呀,迪安的脸都白了,我从没有盼他的面目那么白了。

Everybody listened carefully, and the room was full of noise, afraid of
interrupting me, as if I’d forgotten something, Dean’s face was white,
and I never saw his face look so white.

开口了以后,大家要么未出声,各自低着头…

When they were finished, they were still silent, with their heads
bowed…

本身终于按捺不住问迪安道:“你怎么了,脸色那么差?”

I could not help but ask Dean, “what’s wrong with you?”

迪安冷冷地回应道,“你盼的莫是上辈子,你望的凡…….”

Dean replied coldly, “what you see is not past life, what you see
is…””

3.

Three

迪安冷冷地对道,“你看的未是上辈子,你瞧的凡自个儿,那是自身大约十年以前的作业,我之妻子H,和自我后来之女性对象B…我们的确是当酒吧打台球时认识的….”

Dean coldly replied, “you will not see the past, you see me, I was about
ten years ago, my wife H, and my girlfriend B… We really know playing
pool at the bar…”

“三人口以及床这段为是真心实意的,可惜不是你们想的那样,那时候都离了,但为房子的业务还是吵得深,有雷同软大家都未乐意离开,就还躺在铺上示威,居然也这样了了平等夜….”

“The bed with three this is also true, but this is not what you think,
that time has been divorced, but to the thing of the house is still
quarreling, once we are not willing to leave, you are lying in bed
demonstrations, actually spent the night…”

看在迪安,我简直不敢相信,我之老三仅仅眼睛没把自家带至自己之前生而是去了迪安的十年前….

Looking at Dean, I couldn’t believe that my third eye didn’t take me to
my past life, but I went to Dean ten years ago

忽白裙叫道:“我们错过MYNT吧!”

Suddenly, the white skirt cried, “let’s go to MYNT.”!”

咱俩四单人口挤在Polo里,行驶于平条拥挤的羊肠小道上,借着坡度,可以看得到那些历经风雨的盘在在近海。午夜底近海不仅没有孤寂的痛感,反而是人流而织。

The four of us crowded in Polo, driving on a crowded path, and by the
slope, we could see the buildings that had gone through the storm were
located on the beach. The midnight sea did not feel lonely, but is
crowded.

不一会儿,到了,黑裙女孩熟门熟路地把咱带了一个楼堂馆所的老三楼,按了电梯的“3,MYNT”。

After a while, the girl, black skirt Shumenshulu put us into a building
on the third floor in the elevator, “3, MYNT”.

派打开,这是一个鲜给临海之酒店,充满着Hip Hop
音乐,嘈杂的说话声,酒精,烟草,各类香水和激素底意味。舞池里站满载了新星的老公家里,我也自鸣得意起来,彷佛自己吧

The door opens, a bar on both sides of the sea, full of Hip Hop music,
noisy talk, alcohol, tobacco, all kinds of perfumes and hormones. The
dance floor was full of fashionable men and women, and I was complacent,
as if I were myself too

门户打开,这是一个星星直面临海之酒馆,充满着Hip Hop
音乐,嘈杂的说话声,酒精,烟草,各类香水和荷尔蒙的寓意。舞池里站满了流行的女婿女人,我耶自鸣得意起来,彷佛自己吗是其中的一个。

The door opens, a bar on both sides of the sea, full of Hip Hop music,
noisy talk, alcohol, tobacco, all kinds of perfumes and hormones. The
dance floor was full of fashionable men and women, and I was complacent,
as if I were one of them.

威士忌以及苏打水来了,大家大口大口地喝在。Jamson威士忌,辛辣,喝起老够味。女人们不清楚何时就绘及了浓浓的妆,白裙女孩为四周张望着,目光偶尔扫了自家,但单是稍稍作停留就立即移开,黑裙女孩则眯着眼,显出一脸熟之楷模,不停歇地打量我。我们以舞池里难地掉着,大家不停歇地冲击在,女人们不时晃动着投入男人们的怀抱,迪安就音乐帅气地挥着手,刚才的怪无异于扫而止。

Whiskey and soda came, and everybody drank it. Jamson whiskey is spicy
and tastes great. Women do not know when it has been painted on the
thick makeup, white skirt girl looked towards the surrounding eyes,
occasionally swept over me, but just stop immediately removed, black
skirt girl is squinting, with a face like mature, constantly looked at
me. We are on the floor trying to wriggle, all collision kept women from
time to time shaking into men’s arms, Dean with the music handsome
waved, just consternation swept away.

“啪!”突然大家脸上都于红的单照亮了,海滩上升起了焰火。大家还兴奋地下楼走至一个阳台上。 
一簇簇的烟火升及空中,仿佛像调整了放缓动作一样,缓缓地开放。

“Bang!”!” Suddenly, all the faces were illuminated by the red light, and
the beach rose to fireworks. Everyone was excited to walk down the
stairs to a platform. A smoke rose into the air, like the slow motion,
slowly blooming.

近海,有一对恋丁一体地依偎着,男生粗壮的手臂温柔地刮在女生的肩膀。

At the seaside, a pair of lovers snuggled close to each other. The
brawny arm of the boy gently hugged the girl’s shoulder.

“恋爱之发真的好。”白裙的动静冲破自己之耳膜

“It feels good to be in love.”.” The sound of the white skirt breaks
through my eardrum

“烟火在半空中的觉得吗确确实实好。”我为吼着说。“但究竟要付诸东流。”我还要连上同句。

“The fireworks feel good in the air.” I yelled. “But it’s always
gone.”.” I’m going to answer it again.

“爱对了,就好像永远站在这烟火里同样。”她于自家身边这么说在,但自身可看不到她的眼神。

“Love is right, is a lifetime indulge in fireworks.”.” She said this to
me, but I couldn’t see her eyes.

“并从未这么的政工,就象是从没牢固的熟食。”迪安于马上点达也跟我异常雷同。

“There’s no such thing. It’s like no set of fireworks.” Dean is in
agreement with me in that respect.

“我叫您到底一下玛雅星盘吧,你认为怎样?”白裙女孩于在自己肉眼问到。

“I’ll give you the Mayan horoscope. What do you think?” The white skirt
girl looked at me and asked.

“玛雅?就是预言2012世界毁灭之死去活来玛雅?”迪安疑惑地问到。

Maya? Is that Maya who predicted the destruction of the 2012 world?”
Dean asked in disbelief.

“就懂得乃会如此问,世界毁灭是众人以网上以敲诈勒索传讹的版本啦,玛雅非常巫师逼格可正如是高多了。”白裙娓娓道来,“玛雅人预言的毁灭是人类过去依据情感的雍容在2012年的冬至毁灭。而初的儒雅诞生,是盖情感的,更接近神的振奋世界的出生。”

I know you will say, the world is in the online version of the popular
people, Maya is much higher than the Gekebi forced this wizard.” The
white dress meanders, “and the destruction of the Mayan prophecy is
human civilization based on past emotions in the 2012 winter solstice
destruction. And the birth of a new civilization, is beyond the
emotional, closer to the birth of the spiritual world of god.”

“换句话说,不是质世界的毁灭而是感情世界的损毁。”黑裙也要有思念。

In other words, it is not the destruction of the material world, but the
destruction of the emotional world.” The black skirt is also thoughtful.

“你看我们现在,再思索2012年之后咱们转移了聊?你不再说那基本上谈,你欢喜一个人琢磨,和陌生人在微信交流,而无是盖三五密友高谈阔论?”白裙的它继续游说正在。

“Look at us now, and think about how much we’ve changed since 2012 You
don’t say so much, you love a person thinking, and strangers in the
WeChat exchange, rather than about 35 friends talk with eloquence?” She
continued with the white skirt.

迪安仿佛给打动了,“情感的社会风气,所谓情感,也就是轻,恨,哀愁,期待,愤怒这些事物吧…. 
而振奋? 空虚, 充实, 这些算是精神?”迪安边想边说着。

Dean seems to be touched, “the emotional world, the so-called emotion,
that is, love, hate, sadness, anticipation, anger, these things… And
spirit?” Emptiness, enrichment, these computing spirits?” Dean was
talking.

“空虚?一个口目瞪口呆着好生空洞,也可死充实。一个人数还是拥在恋人,孩子,围绕着家人,朋友,或许为尚是可怜空洞?不是吧?”我心中豁然看无异颠的感到。“精神果然是比较感情还高级的东西啊?”

“Emptiness?” Staying alone can be empty and full. A person or a loved
one, a child, surrounded by a loved one, a friend, may be still empty
Isn’t it?” Suddenly I felt a shock in my heart. “Spirit is indeed more
advanced than emotion?””

“你帮助自己算玛雅星盘吧”我倒过来开始要白裙。

“You help me calculate the Mayan chart.” I began to request in turn
white skirt.

报了生日被白裙女孩后,她迅速让有了答案。

She gave her answer soon after she gave her birthday to the girl in
white.

白裙缓缓说正在:“你命里之5只图画是:

The white skirt slowly said, “the 5 totems in your destiny are.”:

先是,黄人,意味着自由,你的生一直用会见陪伴在自由的合计,这是公的基调,也是您一生一世之严重性追求。”

First, the yellow man means freedom, your life will always be
accompanied by the freedom of thinking, this is your tone, but also the
main pursuit of your life.”

“第二个凡是,白风,意味着你闹交流障碍,也许是不可知达,也许是匪能够倾听。”

“Second”, “white wind”, means you have communication barriers, maybe you
can’t express it, or you can’t listen.”

“他着实有,你总算得还确确实实按。”迪安嬉笑着。

“He does. You’re right.” Dean laughing.

“蓝手这是您的亮点,有着疗愈的力。”

“Blue hand” is your strong point, with the ability to heal.”

“红月,这对准许在您的潜力,是若会控制情绪。”

“Luna, which corresponds to your potential, you can control the mood.”

“我有吗?我来控制情绪的力?我出此潜力必威。”我放的一发兴奋。

“Do I have any?” Do I have the ability to control emotions? I have this
potential.” I’m getting more and more excited.

“是,星盘是如此说的。”白裙肯定地接触了接触头。

“Yes, that’s what the chart says.” The white skirt nodded definitely.

“最后一个是,高我,你的高我属性是铁板钉钉。实现了公虽见面成更好之君。”

“The last one is high ego, and your high ego attribute is willpower. And
you’ll be a better you.”

她未容置疑地看正在我。脸上露出了巫那样的色。我一心让撼动了,一个完全无信仰星座,不信仰神灵的自我,被降了。拿在威士忌我只掌握傻傻地朝着嗓子里灌。

She looked at me without any doubt. There was a wizard like that on his
face. I was totally shocked, and I was overwhelmed by a completely
unbelieving, unbelieving person. Holding the whiskey, I just foolishly
poured it into my throat.

“意志?沟通障碍,控制力,自由?”那确确实实就是自我啊。

Will? Communication barriers, control, freedom?” That’s really me.

君于迪安也好不容易一下,我眷恋看外是怎的?”但白裙摇了摆说,“不,我不思量被他毕竟。”

You count Dean, and I want to see what he’s like” But the white Qunyao
said, “no, I don’t want to give him.”

凌晨,四周还同切开漆黑,我吗不记得我们怎么去的酒吧.
来到了海边,脱了鞋子,在浪边漫步。海浪泡沫冲洗着咱的脚,冰的给人口战战兢兢,每个人且晃动的,大家还醉了吧。

It was still dark in the wee hours, and I didn’t remember how we left
the bar. We came to the beach, took off our shoes and walked around the
waves. The wave foam washes our feet, the ice is shaking, everybody
shakes, everybody is drunk.

他们把衣服破于海滩,慢慢挪动符合道里,直到海水淹没到心里。我呆地看正在,两具身体仿佛会协调发光那样,把方圆衬出一些糊涂的亮色。那是自个儿莫见了之最为美妙的物。

They took their clothes off the beach and walked slowly into the water
until the water was drowned in the chest. I stared with amazement. The
two bodies seemed to glow as they were, and they were lining up with
hazy bright colors. That’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.

“我觉着自身身体里有的都老了!”黑裙突然被了这样同样句子。她持续大呼在问我们“
你们想到了那个吗? 如果会选择的言语你晤面怎么挑你的逝世之办法吗?”

“I think part of my body is dead!” The black skirt suddenly called such
a sentence. She continues to shout and ask us, “did you think of death?
How would you choose your way of death if you could choose?””

“我希望计划有好太好之作品,在自己事业的极端,在倒及领奖台的那么无异寺庙那激动而死.”
我几乎扫除口设出…

“I want to design my own best work, and die at the end of my career,
when I’m on the podium,” I almost blurted out…

??

迪安以及少个妻子的道声飘的一发多,一阵倦意袭来,我睡在了沙滩及,依稀看到,他们纷纷以自前面无影无踪。

Dean and two women’s voices drifting farther and farther, a weariness
hit, I lie on the beach, vaguely see, they have disappeared in my sight.

从不做梦的自己做梦了!梦到了一个高个儿站在中空的铁片上,巨大的手掌被,脚掌中为生掉得一才独的螃蟹。

I never dreamt of dreaming! Dream of a giant standing on the hollow iron
sheet, a huge palm, the soles of the feet down a crab.

出人意料好像有人将自家忽然抛到火里一般,我豁然地醒来了。头脑前所未有的清。
她站于自的面前!我无法确定它们是啊一个,趁在海边的微光,我看见它深入为在本人之眼力,微微打开的嘴巴,脸颊上若有若无的雀斑,实话说,我曾记不得她过什么衣服了,好像是白色又或黑色的丝质长裙,又象是什么啊并未过,微光映在它脸上和双肩,皮肤反射出冰块一样的亮光,白天发着单身与欣喜的它,此刻却偏偏发生悲惨和温柔….

Suddenly, as if someone threw me into the fire, I woke up suddenly. The
brain is never clearer. She stood in front of me! I’m not sure which one
is she, taking advantage of the light, I saw she was looking at me in
the eyes, slightly open mouth, cheeks not much, if any freckles, to tell
you the truth, I can’t remember what she was wearing, like white or
black silk dress, and also like what no clothes, light reflected in her
cheeks and shoulders, reflecting the skin luster like ice, daytime
exudes independence and her happy, but now only the helpless and
gentle….

4.

再也后来自己就算不记了,只记醒来常,已经是一个口睡在海边房子卧室的铺上。

And then I didn’t remember, just remember, when I woke up, it was a man
lying on the bed in the house on the beach.

动来房门,简直不敢相信自己的眼睛,地上赫然躺着简单独家的遗骸,一个外露,另一个还通过正内衣,脖子上都产生特别明显的紫的勒痕。

Walking out of the door, I couldn’t believe my eyes. There were two
women lying on the ground, one naked, the other wearing underwear, with
a marked purple mark on the neck.

迪安以在地上,满地都是烟头,他茫然地跷起峰, 眼睛里都是血丝,
似乎无法聚焦地则,“这还是事故,相信我 .. 实在没有道,才生了他们…”

Dean sat on the ground floor are cigarette butts, he blankly looked up,
eyes are bloodshot, seems to be able to focus on the way, “this is the
accident, I believe. There is no way to kill them…”

自也未晓得怎么,看正在前马上周,脑子完全终止了思考.
我与迪安像机械一样,把少单妻子的尸体搬至Polo里,慢慢地管车起到了同一远在海边的峭壁,然后将车推了下去…
蓝色的外来一下子纵吞没了红色的汽车,就像从没于斯世界有过那样,
一切都时而消失的无影无踪….

I don’t know why, seeing all this, the brain is completely stopped
thinking. And I like machinery, the Dean, two women’s bodies moved to
Polo, slowly drove to a cliff, and then push the car down… The blue
sea suddenly engulfed the red car like, never existed in this world,
everything suddenly disappeared. Not the least trace was found….

中午,
风呼呼地当自身脸上吹了,斯巴鲁里,我旁边的迪安沉默着,沉默得全不像他了,中午之太阳把我照的头晕。

At noon, the wind blew my cheek in Subaru, I, on the edge of the dean in
silence, silence was nothing like him, the noon sun illuminate me dizzy.

迪安突然称了,嘶哑的嗓音,伴随在烫的民歌,
“她叫我及其那样时常掐着它们领的,她说它惦记感受我说之去世与高潮的感觉到,没悟出她确实没醒过来。后来其余一个老婆进来了,说我是假意的,
要告发我… 我恍然就当脑子嗡的等同鸣,就吧扑过去强迫住了它们.”
迪安突然说话了,大太阳下之他脸憔悴,和自身之斯巴鲁很像,像是相同匹上了春秋的强壮豹子。

Dean suddenly blurted out, hoarse voice, accompanied by the scorching
wind, “she told me to pinch her neck like that,” she said. “She wanted
to feel the way I said it. I didn’t think she really didn’t wake up.
Later another woman came in and said I was not intentional, going to
tell on me… I suddenly feel like a brain hum, also rushed past reined
her. “Dean said suddenly, the sun he looked haggard, and I like Subaru,
like a head of the elderly the essence of Zhuang leopard.

迪安把车于山路停下,下车来山崖边解手。他正脱了,转过身, 我便根据上前方失去,
狠狠地促进了他同拿,迪安也不发话,一拳脚朝我打来,我回头躲起来,下意识挥拳打在他的胃部,他改而于自己生附上上让了自身同笔记重拳,我耳边立即鸣嗡嗡声,
当即跪了下来。我坚持从地上立起, 又受外一拳打倒, 再立起来, 又是同拳,
如此反复了十多破, 当我再次挺立到他前方时,他一度筋疲力尽气喘吁吁了。

Put the car on the road, Dean came off the cliff edge to stop. He just
turned and solve, I rushed forward, gave him a push, Dean does not
speak, a fist struck at me, I turned away, subconsciously to punch him
in the stomach, he turned on my chin gave me a punch, my ears
immediately humming that is, when kneeling down. I stood up from the
ground, knocked him down, stood up, punched again, more than 10 times,
and when I stood up to him again, he was exhausted and out of breath.

自像疯子似的瞪着他说:”现在,该我了。”

I stared at him like a madman and said, “now, it’s time for me.”. “

自己同样记左刺拳挥出,
他无意地侧头避闪,并马上用外的右勾拳猛地给了自瞬间,但这次我忍住了,我忍住就超人的伤痛又就此自身之右拳打有了一个摆拳在外下巴,
然后左手一记下钩, 闪到左手左手再也虚晃了平不行,
然后右手打了老力量的一个又拳.  迪安都全呆滞了,
这下结结实实地自在外的面门.
突然他仿佛踏到了呀,人突然从了只转,踉跄着, 手挥舞着,
掉下了深入的悬崖峭壁……

I am a left jab at his subconscious side head to avoid the flash, and
immediately used his right hook with me, but this time I hold, I endure
this pain and Superman with my fist hit a swing in his chin, and then
left a note under the hook, flash to the left hand and then left a
feint, a heavy right hand then played very strength. Dean has been
completely glazed, this solidly hit him in the face. He seemed suddenly
stepped on what, suddenly a turn, staggered, hand waving, falling deep
cliff……

“天啦,我那个了外。”
我运动及前面失去,看到了地上大瓷像,那个斗牛士和公牛的瓷像,迪安显然是踩到了它…

“Oh my God, I killed him. “I went up and saw the ground the porcelain,
the matador and bull, Dean, apparently stepped on it…

自身脑子一片空白,心里反倒也未认为害怕,只是提醒自己,快逃吧。随即跳上车,飞快地于前方开着。

My mind is a blank, my heart did not feel afraid, just remind yourself,
let’s get out of here. Then he jumped into the car and sped forward.

从不起来多久, 突然前面闪出了同一部警车, 拦在行程中间,  “应该无处可逃了,
还是住吧. ”

Not long, suddenly lit up in front of a police car, stopped in the
middle of the road, “should be exposed, or stop it”

迫不得已地将车住于了路边. 警车上事先下少个警,
然后是一个过白大褂的面无表情的医, 还有即使是它们,细长的姿容, 微翘的鼻子,
鼻子边聊有头雀斑.

But the car parked in the street. The police first and two police, then
a white coat deadpan doctor, there is her eyes, slender, slightly curled
nose, nose slightly freckles.

它们莞尔着对本人说: “结束了, 别担心, 我是来接您回家之.”

She smiled at me and said, “it’s over. Don’t worry. I’ve come to pick
you up.””

自家到底地对准其说:
“我转不了下了…我挺了总人口,我将迪安打下了悬崖…迪安杀了有限个女孩。”

I said to her in despair, “I can’t go home. I killed someone. I put Dean
out of the cliff. Dean killed two girls.”.”

它活动上来,一将搂住自家脖子, 轻轻地报告我:

She came up and put her arms around my neck and told me softly:

“亲爱的,并从未呀迪安, 这是公想像出来的,
放松,放松就吓,你最近干活太紧张了,所以精神来了点问题。

“Honey, there’s no Dean, that’s what you think, relax, relax. You’ve
been working too hard lately, so there’s something wrong with your mind.

“你为从未杀人,女巫也好,算命也好, 都是本人及医师叫您安排的, 为了吃你治病.
现在而的致病好了,可以回家了。”

“You did not kill, witch, fortune telling, I and the doctor arranged for
you, in order to give you treatment. Now you are ill, you can go
home.”.”

自沮丧地指向它,还有警察及装有人说, “把自带走吧,我十分了迪安,
就在私自不远处的悬崖上。”

I said to her, to the police, to everyone, “take me away. I killed Dean,
on the cliff not far from behind.”. “

接下来自己硬是要求有所人合错过悬崖下看迪安的遗体,
大家到了悬崖下,一拉人陪伴在自找来找去,没有尸体,没有迪安,没有任何人掉下悬崖的痕迹,所有的草木也真正漂亮。

Then I have asked all of the people go to the cliff see Dean’s corpse,
we came to the cliff, a bunch of people to accompany me looking, no
body, no Dean, no one fell off the cliff traces of all vegetation are
intact.

“But it’s less than half an hour since he fell here.”.” I touched my
chin, and Dean hit still painful

“但他显然在这边坠下来还非交一半小时啊。”我查找在温馨的下颌,
迪安击中之地方到现还在痛. 
她运动过来,抚摸着自身,温柔地指向自己说:”现在公懂了吧,并没迪安吧?”
话毕,她让先生要了只颜色, 我呆若木鸡地无先生将一针什么东西从至了自我的体内,
很快一栽人类抵御不了昏晕就将我击倒。

“But it’s less than half an hour since he fell here.”.” I stroked his
chin, Dean hit the place until now is still in pain. She came and
touched me, gently said to me: “now you know, and there is no Dean?”
said this, she gave the doctor a color, I let the doctor put a dumb as a
wooden chicken what hit to my body, and soon a human can not resist
fainting put me down.

再度醒来之时段, 我以祥和纽约老婆的铺上,
我呢无明了睡了多久,阳光一直于窗口晒到床前面。我看脑子很分明,
摸了摸脸和下巴,被打了的地方或者隐隐作痛. 
她端着早饭来自己身边,笑着说,”你醒来了哦,吃早饭吧.
那些奇奇怪怪的想法还起脑里下了吧?”

When I woke up, I was in the bed of my own home in New York, and I
didn’t know how long I slept. The sun was shining from the window to my
bed. My head felt very clear, touched the face and chin, was played
where still aching. She served breakfast to me, smiled and said, “Oh,
you wake up, eat breakfast. Those weird ideas are out of mind?”

“嗯,都吓了。”我微笑着,我可没敢告诉她,
我心坎其实还想着自我杀了迪安的从业。我笑着点点头,拿起橙汁,喝了几乎不胜口. 
她呢乐了,显得非常俏地则, 但我看得生它的疲惫,她说:
“我失去给您倒杯咖啡哦.”

“Well, that’s all right.” I smiled, and I didn’t dare to tell her, and I
was actually thinking about what I killed dean. I smiled, nodded, picked
up the orange juice, drank a few mouthfuls, and she laughed and looked
playful, but I could see her exhaustion, and she said, “I’ll get you a
cup of coffee.””

本人立起身,开始玩床对面的那么幅抽象派的油画,那幅描绘上作画在一个才女,虎牙,脸上微微的雀斑,面露悲哀的神气,画及之签字
—— 迪安.

I stood up and began to enjoy the bed on the opposite side of the
abstract painting, the painting of a woman, a tiger, his face a little
freckles, her face looked sad, drawing on the signature, Dean.

end

继记
我之隐喻是啊

玛雅历法

玛雅历法星盘推算

玛雅预言
世界毁灭

I Cant find Dean’s picture, Just use this Picasso’s work from Marid
Museum …
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